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Birthday: 6/19/1983
Gender: Female
Expertise: eating, dancing, reading, learning from the more experienced, driving hella fast , snowboarding , math, art, black cars, cigarettes, dressing the way i do, football, drinking , showin off my intellectual side , cooking for me and jus that one person only, skateboarding in the parking lot, bobbing my head...and eat some more..
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Member Since:
12/1/2002
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| so after a good four years. she decided to break it up with me. now im confused as hell. im filled with anger, tears, anger, then i start missing her, then i wish i never met her...........
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| its all over now.... sigh.. i dont even know where to begin picking up the pieces and begin a life without her. it hurts so bad and i cant help it but to be a bit bitter to her. Even though, we all know that I am not a jerk. I had a long talk with dynasty today and she explained to me about her past relationship. How she wanted to break up but the other insist to work it out. It kept her unhappy and finally, she let go. I feel like im the one holding on tooo tight so this time around, i ve decided im going to let go. its not worth it anymore. I love her and i just want her to be happy and for me to move "forward". if shes not happy then let her go find happiness. ive tried. | | |
| hey people... hope are things withe veryone? i hope all is well.
lately, i have been extremely "the opposite of generous" = / i dont
understand why i am being that way but i think its cause i do not feel
like i have time for myself "to explore and grow". i want to
start dj ing soooo bad but i have no money to start anything. = / "must
everything be about money", at this point, YES!
- once i get situated, i want to take a month off and travel ASIA!!
- once i move out in the summer, i want my own sets of turntables
- once im done with my bachelor, i want to get my masters in NYC!
- i want to make as money as possible so my family and i can live
comfortable-ly!! n i can donate money to schools for field trips!! you
learn sooo much from field trips i tell ya!
- after asia, i want to spend a month in central america n then europe!!
i must accomplish those before i die!!
my gf sleeps her day away and i refuse to follow through. life's too short to be sleeping and to be on XANGA.
chao..
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| today is like the worst day ever!!!
-tire keeps gettin flat
-clients are pulling out of deals
-i really dont have any money to spend
-gf can never ever get up .. in the morning and thats irritating bc i have to sit around n wait for her...
-school advisors are assholes
-my sister needs to quit using my shiet (her excuse: im never home)....ungrateful lil brat
CAN IT GET ANY BETTER THAN THIS?
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Bird, i miss u so much.. even doe i barely kicked it w u since middle
school but we alwasy had our "never strangers" connection.. u feel me?
ever since middle school and our bad asses days, it was already
established it that we will be no strangers.. like farm sed, "after you
guys tag team on that girl, its established that u guys are sisters"..
remember how u went to calvin simmons and i went to edna brewer but we
were always kickin it? me u and vanna..and we was gona fight that girl
and stella grab all of us?. n how i told u to cut with me but u insist
on goin to class that day?? we were soo carefree... i ll never forget
our bad ass days.. and it brought me to tears when my little
sister told me that during elementary school, every time she fell off
the monkey bars or wutever, u would be the first to run to help her
up...cause u knew it was my sister... i never thought i would ever say
this but i wish i would had gone out more often to kick it with u..so
now i realize i must live my life to the fullest because it is so
precious...may u rest in peace.. until then... meet me at the gate.. i
miss u....
the nite u passed away...the following nite, when i was sittin outside
on the porch, i swear i felt you right next to me.. i felt yer
presence.... and ravy told me that u was sayin your goodbyes.....
rip sister...
"Dont' forget about us" Mariah Carey...
Birdy ROCKS, localDatewithTimezone("Jun 09, 2003 03:26 PM","time2tag7"); 06/09/2003:
Damn, This is probably my several time
I try to leave a testimony but
damn..Friendster has been fuckin up on
me. First and foremost..I known this
Crazy cool chicka from elementary..and
she hasn't change one bit.. She is the
most sweetest,caring,energetic,and
loving girl. She is always hyper and
fill with enthusatic. It feels good to
know that you still have a friend from
elementary..Sorrie for always being
intoxicated when I see you.. but on a
good note I still remember our crazy
moments during our childhood years..and
it has never been forgotten.. | | |
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